Hello!
It's been so long since I've blogged. Tomorrow shall be my mini birthday party at my house. Since it's still the Chinese New Year festive season, (Of course!) my friends will be getting "hongbao(s)" from my mummy. :)
Though my birthday is still 2weeks away, I celebrated early because I'm going overseas next friday & the following friday, I might not be free too. Invited almost 16 of my friends over to celebrate this important day with me. I even invite Mrs. Loong over, but her reply is always the same. She can't make it. I didn't told her it was my birthday party but a CNY celebration with my sch mates instead. I'm happy that she replied me but it's always better to have her to celebrate my birthday with me. Even if it's just 15mins.
Fated. Some things are fated to not let me have 'em. Sigh~ Mrs. Loong is one of the most important person. I'm glad that I have a chance to know her & even now we still keep in contact. I remember once, I went to take my salary at Clark Quay. Then on that day was her exam day at MOE. When I was about to go back home from Tampines mall, we met coincedentally outside the MRT station. Before that, I texted her. Asked her about her exams & whether she'll be free to have lunch with Priscilla & I. She didn't reply.
I remember...
I was drinking GongCha , then she probably saw me from afar but I didn't. & so, when I pass her, she waved in front of me & called my name. I was shocked!! During that time, I didn't miss her as much as I am now, so I didn't expect to see her. & I remember at that time, I almost forgot how to miss her, how to text her, how to remember her. Until we met again that day. :)
She slimmed down so much & she's like a old lady that day. It's very disheartening to see her like this, but I can't do anything. In the past, we chat on the phone at least once a two weeks. But now, it's very awkward for me to approach her since we've not met for so long & have not chatted for so long. I think we're drifting but I still love her as much as I love FongFeiFei. ^^
I was expecting her to come because if she's still working at PoiChing, it'll be a short distance from there to my house. Hahaha, what's fated? Yeah, fated not to come. ;(
